Rabbit Hole

When this song came out a few months ago I fell in love. Then I found other songs to fall in love with and this one disappeared into ipod shuffle land. But I then came across the trailer for a new film called Rabbit Hole based on a play of the same name. The story is sooooo personal to me that I spent an afternoon crying my eyes out. This song playing in the trailer had a lot to do with it. I intend of seeing the movie when it comes out (i think is a limited released film) but until then this song has returned to the top of my Ipod listening track.

Lights

Fall is here, which means Winter is coming soon. And my afternoons spent taking picture of the light in my room may come to a halt.

I sure am going to miss the sun when the clouds roll in.

Feeling Blue.

...I've been feeling blue lately. Which is not a good thing for a person with bouts of anxiety (and depression).

must get myself out of this funk before it simmers into something ugly.

This delicate yet sad song probably isn't helping much but it's soooo pretty. I can't help but lie around all day and listen to it.

Happenings.

Fall is here! My god it is chilly, rainy and windy outside and guess who has the next two days off. This chick.

I was suppose to tread into the city today but I sort of bailed on those plans. Outside of my detour there in a few weeks to catch a train to good ol' south carolina, I would like to visit the American Museum of Art to visit sir Edward Hopper's exhibit.

A day in the city usually consists of subway rides, picture snapping and a stop at a local deli. It has been a while since I've had a good turkey sandwich and of course any excuse to take pictures of things is good enough for me.

I heart you fall!

And if you haven't heard this cover by Fink you are missing out. The man is a god.

Things I Adore...

Picture Blog.

I need to figure out to do with this space.

Because I blog at 'Everything Was" I feel like I have abandoned Quiet Girl (which in all honesty was created after I thought I deleted Everything Was Beautiful a few years back).

So, I thought maybe I would post pictures instead on this blog. Where Everything Was is where I voice my thoughts. Quiet Girl will be where I post pictures from my everyday life.

We'll see how long this last. Here are some gems from the last few months.

My friends read really good books.

My rooftop exploits.

The light in my room is amazing.

A sock. A peep show. And a dinosaur. My life in a nutshell.

Hey

My Husband

I grow to love him more and more everyday.

Mirror-Sylvia Plath

Where the hell was this poem when i was a teenager.

I am silver and exact.
I have no preconceptions. What ever you see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful---
The eye of a little god, four-cornered.
Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.
It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long
I think it is a part of my heart.
But it flickers.
Faces and darkness separate us over and over.

Now I am a lake.
A woman bends over me,
Searching my reaches for what she really is.
Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.
I see her back, and reflect it faithfully.
She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands.
I am important to her. She comes and goes.
Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.
In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman
Rises toward her day after day,
like a terrible fish.

Well Well

I haven't updated this thing since December...tsk. tsk.

It's not like there isn't any entertainment things to talk about:

Shia LeBeouf car accident
Christan Bale's screaming match with mom
Angie and Brad's twins

But i guess i've been processing it in all, w/out blogging about it.

Hey, here's a Stevie nicks cover to make up for the absence.

Unforgiven

I'm not a huge Western fan. Until recently i thought westerns were horrible movies with cowboys. But after taking a film class at my university devoted to the genre i don' think it is all so bad..and clint eastwood is pretty fabulous.

No He Doesn't

My teacher keeps saying that Emile Hirsch and Leonardo Dicaprio look alike.

WTF? I do not see the resemblance. I think my professor may be blind. Just Saying.

HellO...

New Template.

We'll see how long this last.

The Black Donnelly's

Watch this show. If not for me than for the sheer fact that Jonathan Tucker(who has more abs than i have ever seen before) is in it. He's marvelous, hot, and from Boston. Why can't he marry me.

Sue Me...

I totally loved it. No seriously.

UMMM?

I recieved this in the mail the other day from an old friend. That sick bastard has a way of letting you know he still considers you a friend. Thank you Eric. Only you would know how to brighten up a girls day by sending her a hilarious video that is both disturbing and funny to watch.

Beware college humor ahead: dubbed version of an X-men episode

Juggernaut

Vampires Don't Wear Polka Dots

OMG!!!!

I just remembered how amazing this series was. It was the foundation of my childhood adventures.

Thank you Bailey School kids. Thank you.

FEED ME!

I have started a petition to have Carson Daly gain his weight back. This skinner than thou manbulima is not cool. I miss your heavier but healthy self. And i am behind your recovery, that is if you will get some help, more than you will ever know.

To my first celebrity crush and love.

You need help and we are all here to support you.

Sincerely

Beckett.